Facebook | ANGEL BY K.RAYMOND AKA MISS NIKKI

"OH ANGEL, OH ANGEL HOW YOU HAD ME FOOL I TRULY BELIEVED THAT YOU WERE HEAVEN SENT THE ONLY ONE FOR ME YOU HAD ME THINKING THAT WE WERE MEANT TO BE THAT WE WERE SOULMATES AND WOULD BE TOGTHER FOR ETERNITY BUT I WAS JUST A POND IN ONE OF YOUR SICK GAMES MY HEART WAS YOUR TOY THAT YOU PLAYED WITH SO WELL I WAS SO DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU THAT I COULDN'T REALIZE WHAT A FOOL YOU WERE TURNING ME INTO I GAVE YOU ALL OF ME AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANTED BUT ALL THAT SHIT MADE NOTHING TO YOU BECAUSE IT WAS ALL A GAME TO YOU SO OH ANGEL,OH ANGEL YOU ARE DONE PLAYING YOUR GAME WITH ME NOW MY HEAD IS ALL FUCK UP AND MY HEART IS IN LITTLE PIECES OH ANGEL,OH ANGEL WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO ME BECAUSE THE RECOVERY FROM THIS MAY LAST ETERNITY"

Three Phases Of Us by Floetic_Beauty

Lust

He stood 6 ft tall
About 250lbs of pure perfection
The sun shined down on his freshly shaven head
and mocha brown eyes were accompanied with those full, sexy lips
And looking down at the size of his....shoes
I could tell he was my kind of guy
And I knew from that moment on that
Ladies, I wanted to fuck him...

Like
It's been over 3 months since then
and I look at the same man but its all seems so different like
now i know that his favorite movie is Matrix and
he secretly has a fear of little mice
and how he's ticklish under his left arm but not the right.
I love the way his nose wrinkles when he laughs
and when he cries only one tear seems to fall down the side of his cheek.
Yeah Yeah I know how it sounds but from the looks of it
I really think I could fall for him..

Love
Well now 2 years have gone by and he is getting on my last nerve!!!
He doesn't wash dishes
and he leaves his clothes all over the floor
He never makes the bed
and I swear if I find one more toe nail on my kitchen table
I will kill him...
He changes the channel when Im watching tv
and never seems to listen up when I speak
He drools on my silk pillows
and can never seem to put down the toilet seat
But everytime I feel like im down to my last hair...
I just remember staring into those mocha brown eyes and
seeing the one tear that falls down his cheek when he'd cry.
How his nose wrinkles when he laughs that he's ticklish under his left arm but never the right.
And I realize to myself that I have grown to love this man
From his finesse to his many...many flaws
his six pack abs down to his baggy saggy drawers.
And yes If I had the chance to repeat
I would do it all again
Because he is me and yes I am him
My baby, Our Love and My Everything.

Pain IS Love by Floetic_Beauty

As I stare into your eyes I ask myself,
What is it that makes me love you like I do?
Is it your smile or your shape?
The many trips we take? The love we make,
that leaves me with the idea that I have no other
choice but to have the feelings that I do.
Though it hurts me what you did, myself I cannot kid
cause baby it is oh so real .
And now I am convinced that pain is love cause it pains
me to love but God knows I do.
Through the heartache it remains,
and will always stay the same
'cause forever my heart will call out your name.
But as for the physical you must become invisible
because I need to heal in the spritual before we can go on.
And in this time I hope you find that this pain I'm giving to you
is love on another level,
and that you will be reborn to a state of mind where your love is just that,
and pain no longer exist within it....


Until then pain is love and it pains me to love you,
but always remember that I still do.

YOU AND ME BY K.RAYMOND AKA MISS NIKKI

YOU AND ME HAD OUR UPS AND DOWNS
SOME GOOD TIMES AND BAD TIMES
YOU MADE ME LAUGH,MADE ME CRY
GAVE ME JOY,GAVE ME PAIN
GAVE HOPE AND TOOK MY BREATH AWAY
FILL MY HEART UP WITH LOVE AND HAPPINESS
YOU MADE ME STRONG,MADE ME WEAK
MADE ME CONFUSED AND MADE ME GO CRAZY
BUT I TRIED AND FAIL AT THIS LOVE GAME
SO IM GONNA PUT MY HEART AWAY AND DO ME
IM DONE RIDING THE ROLLER COASTER OF LOVE
AND FEELING LIKE A FOOL
SO BYE,BYE L.O.V.E
I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO

I KNOW BY K.RAYMOND AKA MISS NIKKI

I KNOW WHAT I DID MADE YOU CRY BUT THAT DON'T MEAN OUR LOVE SHOULD DIE
I KNOW I LIED AND THAT WAS A MISTAKE OF MINES.SO BABY BOY,
I'M HERE TONIGHT ASKING FOR A SECOND CHANCE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU.
MY DAYS ARE EMPTY, MY NIGHTS ARE COLD AND THAT NIGHT YOU WALK OUT YOU TOOK A PIECE OF SOUL.
I PRAY THAT YOU WILL BE IN MY ARMS AGAIN SO BEFORE I LEAVE LET ME SAY THIS ONE THING
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND MY HEART BE WILL FOREVER BE YOURS

I WILL BY K.RAYMOND AKA MISS NIKKI

I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU OR TREAT YOU UNKIND
I WILL NOT BETRAY YOU OR TURN MY BACK ON YOU AT ANYTIME
I WILL NEVER TAKE YOUR LOVE FOR GRANT OR BREAK YOUR HEART INTO PIECES
I WILL TRY NOT TO LIE AND I ALWAYS MAKE YOU LAUGH INSTEAD OF CRY
I WILL ALWAYS FIGHT FOR YOU AND TAKE YOUR SIDE RIGHT OR WRONG
I WILL ALWAYS PUT YOUR WANTS AND NEEDS BEFORE MINES
I WILL DO ALL OF THIS AND MORE BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE THAT
I WILL ALWAYS ADORE

FOR YOU, MY LOVE BY K.RAYMOND AKA MISS NIKKI

DEAR LOVE,

I WILL SPEND MY LIFE SEARCHING FOR YOU AND WHEN I DO FIND

YOU I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO BECAUSE YOU SEE THE LOVE THAT

YOU WILL GIVE TO ME WILL TOUCH MY HEART AND SOUL NOT

TRYING TO SCARE YOU BUT, JUST LETTING YOU KNOW THAT I

AM READY TO LOVE AND TO LET GO OF MY SINGLEHOOD I FINALLY

REALIZE THAT I WANT TO SHARE ALL THIS LOVE THAT I HAVE INSIDE

WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU TO CALL MY TEDDY BEAR.

SO WHAT BY K.RAYMOND AKA MISS NIKKI

EVERYDAY IS ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU
SO WHAT
I DEAL WITH THE PAIN WHILE ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT YOU
BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH WE ARE APART I STILL KEEP YOU IN MY HEART
SO WHAT
I MISS BEING IN YOUR ARMS AND ALL YOUR STUPID JOKES I MISS MY HEAD ON YOUR CHEST
YOUR HAND ON MY HEART
SO WHAT
YOU DON'T CALL FOR DAYS I THINK YOU LIKE DRIVING ME
INSANE BUT WHEN YOU FINALLY CALL MY WORLD FEEL SAFE AGAIN AND MY HEART IS AT EASE
SO WHAT
THE PAIN STILL FEEL THE SAME WHEN YOU ARE GONE SO WHAT I DON'T KNOW WHEN I'LL
SEE YOU AGAIN SO WHAT YOU LOVE ME AND I LOVE YOU UNTIL FOREVER ENDS
SO WHAT SO WHAT SO WHAT SO WHAT"